Everywhere

My dear Hailey,

I'm sorry it's been a few days baby girl. I'm sure you'll be glad to know it's because we've been busy with good things.

Yesterday was Alina's baby shower, it turned out really great. Will have to tell you more about it in another letter. I know you were there of course, because Alina was one of your favorite people. You invented a whole game after her, after all. :)

Then today we got to see Auntie & the boys. It was a beautiful fall day & we decided to put aside the cleaning & other chores to be outdoors absorbing the sunshine while it's still here.

We took them to this pumpkin patch/corn maze not too far from the house. First time there. Bella & Dylan specially had fun with all the games & activities. I love that they are still kids. I love that they play like brother & sister. I love their smiles. I love our family my mouse.

Sissy & Tyler had fun too, specially at the maze. Sissy was leading the way. :) The day went by too fast, but it really lifted me up. Between yesterday & today, I feel like I've been blessed with new strength.

Of course, we didn't forget about you, my beautiful girl. There were Haileyflies everywhere...

Real ones & painted ones too.

<3

We also picked some pumpkins for your spot at the gardens. We wrote some messages & spelled out your initials & stopped by to visit & place them there for decoration.

I forgot to share the picture I took with Sissy's phone the last time we were there. On the 18 month angelversary....

Right as we got there ready to release your balloons...

We looked up & saw this image in the sky:

Angel?

The moment I saw it, it struck me & I couldn't help but think it looked like angel wings. It definitely stood out in shape & color as the sun started to set...

It made me smile even after days and days of tears.

I will never stop looking for you in everything beautiful.

Today was no exception.

And I'm not the only one either, mouse. In the pics below, your cousin Jaylen noticed purple flowers & thought of you & today I did too, purple flowers among the corn stalks in the corn maze.

God is everywhere, & so are you.

I've learned if you look hard enough, you'll find it's true. And sometimes you don't even need to look that hard.

I love & miss you everyday.

Forever, your mommy <3