So many things are happening in this world around us. Tomorrow we will have a new president & many are worried about the future of this country & the world....many including your mommy.
So many bad things are happening. I know good things happen too that go unnoticed, because they don't sell papers. They don't make the headlines but they should. It would give people more hope I think.
The best we can do is just continue to try & live our lives the best we can. To be involved but not to overstress about bigger things we can't help, can't fix. To concentrate on one thing at a time...because one person alone cannot bear the weight of the entire universe.
It's frustrating even then, when your efforts don't show results. I am still waiting to hear from the lady from VA Academy of Pediatrics. I was promised a meeting this month I thought. Debbie volunteered to come with me. I followed up with the lady via email almost 2 weeks ago...but no response yet.
I don't want to be a pest, but at the same time I don't want to just let it go. It's important to me. Just the other day another 14 year old girl passed away from DKA overseas. Very similar to you. :(
I know that there are tons of problems in the world right now. I know that people & children pass away daily from so many terrible things. That there are other terrible diseases that take more victims and maybe are considered "more important"....but every life is precious. No life is more important that another...
Your life was taken because of this disease. I will never let that go. I have to do something...even if posting warnings on Facebook. I can't just sit idle.
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Oh baby girl. I miss you so much. I get choked up & my eyes well up in tears with the thought that I will never see you again in this lifetime. So many feelings come rushing back all at once. I have to force myself to shut my mind down...but my heart never forgets.
I don't want to give up.
On myself, or your sisters, or Daddy...
Or the world, or you.
I know that is where faith steps in. I'm trying hard to believe...
It's still one hour, one day at a time.
I love you with all my heart.
Forever & ever,
Your mommy <3
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