My sweet girl,

I'm writing you while I have a little time at work. We've been busy the last few days with work, school & birthday celebrations. First Natalia's & then Papi's today.

It's still hard to celebrate these special times without you my mouse. Bella cried while Natalia was blowing out her candles. I took her to Papi's room & she kept saying, "She should be here Mommy, she should be here with us."

What can I say? Other than, you're right...you're right. She should be here.

I told her how you're here in spirit. How you want us to continue to make memories. But all that sometimes is not enough...Sometimes it just hurts too much & we cry.

A hug and holding of hands is the best I can do. It breaks my heart babygirl. I wish I could do more.
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Something good:

Your auntie Zulen sent me a message yesterday to let me know they posted the BTO awareness posters in each of the 5 rooms in her doctor's office. :)

It really warms my heart baby girl. It means so much to have this support, to know that all this is not for nothing...

I can't cry at work so I'll stop here.

I just want to let you know, how much we love you.

Always always & forever.
Your mommy <3