Some days

My angel,

Tonight is a blustery one. The cold has returned & they are calling for snow starting tomorrow night. You're sisters don't want to get their hopes up but they are secretly hoping for a big snowfall to get a couple days off & to watch Rocky play in it.

I was all ready for Spring but a couple of snow days sound good too. Nothing in life is predictable baby girl, specially the weather these days.

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I miss you my little girl. I've slept with the pair to your "pillow sheet" for a couple of nights. Then Bella one night.

We continue to keep moving forward, not having any choice. Bella started her ice skating lessons she got for her birthday & really likes it. She's getting better & better each time.

Sissy is concert crazy and wants to go to every show & get front row seats. I told her she needs to get a part-time job in that case since they are too expensive. Not only that, she will need to start saving for a car for when she gets her license in the fall.

She seems willing, although picky about what she wants to do. Employers are picky too- most want someone at least 18 years old with a high school diploma. So I told her she might have to take what she can get for now.

We'll see my mouse. I see your friends on Instagram & imagine you being the social butterfly asking me to take you to different places like them... I imagine you in the middle of all those group pics next to your BFF's. I imagine you coming home & updating me on all the drama.

I probably would of been annoyed driving you around but would of done it anyway. I would have listened to you tell me every detail of your day & all the drama with interest & amusement...just like I always did.

I wonder if you would of stuttered in that cute way when you were explaining something 50 miles a minute... in that excited & enthusiastic way.

All those little things I remember...all those things I miss.

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Some days like tonight I can't wait to see you again & wish it were closer to reality. Some days like today, I can't wait anymore. :(

I love you my sweet girl.

All those times you made those snow angels in the snow... & now you are one for real. <3

Always & forever,
Your mommy