I was ok all day until now. It's always hardest at night, and specially tonight, my baby girl. The silence after everyone goes to sleep is deafening...
We missed you today just like everyday. But it being Halloween, one of your favorite holidays....we miss you even more.
I miss tucking you in. I miss kissing you goodnight. I miss those big bear hugs. I miss hearing the sound of your sweet voice telling me goodnight.
I just miss you....and no amount of anything can change it. I can scream or cry or just sit here and write with tears blurring my eyes, with a lump in my throat and an ache in my heart....Trying to make sense of it all...
But I am just going to surrender to sleep, because I am just too tired to fight anymore today.
Goodnight my little girl.
I love you & your sisters, who had a good day, don't fear.
Always thinking of you,
Mommy <3
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| The good witch |
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| Ariana Grande with her cat ears |
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