Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Memory


Baby girl,

Sometimes these Fb memories are painful & sometimes they make me smile. Sometimes they are both, but I rather have them than not....

I know some grieving mommies that absolutely hate it because it brings them too much pain, reminding them of happier times. Reminding them, us, of what we lost. Yes, this is true.  They were better times. But they existed...and if given a choice to do it all over....to choose between a life of having you with us for only 11 years, or not at all....

Than I choose the former. I choose you.

And I want to remember every second.

It was all worth it. Every tear I shed represents the love I have for you, for your sisters. I will never stop crying, I will never stop loving.

I just wish I could of done more... :(

I'm so sorry my mouse. I love you so much.

Forever,
Your mommy <3


5 years ago today. My sweet girl. <3

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