Monday, April 3, 2017

April again

My sweet girl,

I blinked & it's already the 3rd. We've been so busy. But sometimes, I think it's better that way. We continue...through the busy & quiet days, until they begin to blend & mix.

Between Sissy's new job, Bella studying for her SOL's, work, Rocky, birthday parties (Daniella's), Daddy's car breaking down and trying to make plans for Spring Break & the 20th :(.....

Oh my sweet girl, as they say...time stops for no one.

I know in the coming weeks, this realization will hit me harder.

...

There is something special (I hope) that is happening in the next couple of days- that I rather not say just yet. That I don't want to overthink or get my hopes up about....but could be very significant. Possibly life changing.

Once again, I will put my heart & faith on the line.

I'm going to try to go through with it, with no expectations whatsoever. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing, but it's the only way I know by way of protection.

...

I love & miss you so much.

There are no words for the longing I feel to see you again.

The only words I can say to console myself- is to have patience, because one day I will again...

And I can't wait.

Forever,
Your mommy


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