Wednesday, April 12, 2017

Infinity tattoo

My mouse,

One of the things the medium knew about was the tattoo I've been contemplating for some time now. She said that the number "8" appeared before her, then it turned over laying on its side- like the infinity signal. That is the exact design I had been thinking about.

Then she continued..."but this is not the usual infinity sign. There's something added, some letter or art perhaps that makes it different." I thought about adding your names (all 3 girls) interweaved individually connecting the symbol...with a butterfly on top.

She said, "She loves the idea. She wants to let you know she loves it." "I also see all three of you, you & your girls all having some form of ink or art on your bodies representing Hailey in the future."

I had saved these ideas on my phone from the internet maybe about 5 months ago while searching for ideas. Daddy & the girls are really the only ones that I told. 





I was going to do it for my 40th birthday.

I went to a tattoo place with Daddy around that time to ask about it. The guy said it would be have to a "pretty big piece" to have it fit all your names (because they're long names)- bigger than my wrist, which is where I originally wanted it.

I told him I'd think about it because I really don't want a big one...

Then the idea came back up for your angelversary. Then to hear it brought up by the medium. By a lady named Melanie whom I've never spoken to; whom I never met; who knew nothing of me prior to our phone call...

This is one of the many things that were brought up baby girl.

As I said before- I'm still processing it all. I will bring each thing up as I think about it & am able to write about it.

I still don't know what to think about it, maybe is the bigger truth.
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What I do know, that I've known with all my heart since the day you left- is that I will see you again in some shape or form. She did make sure to tell me that. That you also said not to worry, because we'd see each other again.

In the end, that is all that I want.

My sweet Haileymouse. My dear baby girl.

"The infinity symbol is a never ending loop. So it means forever or always or limitless, never ending possibilities. It is one of the most positive tattoos there is."

My love for you- all of you...is just like that.

"Forever. Limitless, with never ending possibilities."

Forever & ever,
Your mommy <3

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