My beautiful girl,
October is coming to an end. Tomorrow is Halloween. You would of definitely had your costume picked out by now, just like your sisters. Bella is going to be a witch this year & Kayla is going to be Jem from Jem & the Holograms. We watched the movie at the theatres last week & they liked it. :)
You were never something scary for Halloween. You always loved dressing up, wearing make-up & doing your hair. When you were little your very first costume was a pumpkin. Then you were a tiger, Mini mouse, Dorothy from Wizard of Oz (I think twice), Belle from Beauty & the Beast (maybe twice), Princess Fairy, Hollywood movie star (definitely twice) & last year you wore a beautiful blue "prom dress" that we found at the Salvation Army. I don't think you had a name for your costume. You just wanted to wear the dress with heals & make-up. :)
I know I will be sad tomorrow. As much as I will try & be in the spirit. I'm not sure I'll even go with your sisters to trick-or-treat...I was thinking I'd just drop them off at Papi's & come back here to pass out candy. Something we've never really done. I think Daddy may of been home maybe once and stayed behind to pass out candy. Otherwise, he'd be at work. Maybe once or twice he got off early, when you girls where little, to go trick-or-treating with us...but not me. I always went with you girls.
Such happy memories, my mouse. I will wonder what you would of been this year. No doubt you are a beautiful mermaid in heaven, something that you always wanted to be here. But we never got around to getting you your tail...
I don't want to ruin it for your sisters, so I will try my best. I'm sure you will be right by their side, tallying up the amount of candy each of the kids collect...running to beat Bella to all the houses, to be the first in line.
I love you Hailey. I will miss you more than words can say. Happy Halloween.
Forever, your mommy. <3
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