Seeing the light

My little girl,

I've felt so much better since I found the sign you sent me a couple days ago...

Valentine?

There we were- walking up towards the entrance to the food court at the mall & I happen to look down. There it was in plain view, right there on the floor. A purple glittery butterfly with a purple heart in the middle; on a purple popsicle stick...

I motioned to the girls in excitement & they couldn't believe it either. I couldn't help but pick it up & put it in my purse. :)

I couldn't help the tears streaming down my face either. I was just thinking, "Wow, what are the chances? Again, another sign when I need it the most." I knew it was a sign from you...

And then I silently thanked you. I wiped the tears and walked up to your favorite kebab place (not for the chicken kebabs, but for the naan bread & yogurt sauce) to place our order.

We sat there talking about it & talking about you. How you always send us signs when we really need it. That's when I took the pic because I couldn't wait to share it.

My beautiful girl.
I know you are ok.
I know everything's going to be alright.
Thanks for guiding me.
Thanks for always showing me the light.

The butterfly will stay in my special memory box & I'll try to remember it, as I do all your other signs when the next wave hits...

When the darkness threatens to stay, I will try to remember to look for the light.

I love & miss you so much.

I hope you had a wonderful Valentine's Day in heaven. Bella was just saying today how all the boys used to love you...I know there's probably a few boy angels up there following you around leaving you love notes. ;)

And why shouldn't they? I bet you look twice as beautiful with your angel wings on.

I can't wait to see them one day...

Love,
Mommy


P.S. These made me smile today...

I could just picture & see you saying this..

Sisterly love, lol