Kindness

My mouse,

As you know, yesterday I spoke to a medium over the phone. A lady who was recommended to me by Aiden's mom, which is why I did it.

There was so much said baby girl...& I'm still processing it all. My heart is flooded with so much emotion that I had to stop myself today from thinking & re-thinking it over & over, replaying it in my mind. I just didn't want to forget anything she said...

Once I have processed it all & come to terms, I will write about it.

All I can say for now, is that I love you. So much.

...

We are getting ready for your cousins' visit next week. We are also planning your Random Act of Kindness Day.



<3

 

I corrected her on the date. So sweet <3

Some days all we can do is tread water baby girl. Some days we can actually swim, even if a short distance. But we can never let ourselves drown.

There's so much to this life, so much more that we can even imagine. Yet it's not meant for us to know it all...not in one lifetime. Yet so much is expected from us...

I'm tired & I don't know if any of this makes sense my angel. I better save this for another day.

Tomorrow I work, hopefully I get a day this weekend.

"You are my sunshine."

Love,
Mommy