Mouse,

I said I wasn't going to do this. I said I wasn't going to remember. I told myself I wasn't going to look at my FB memories, that I was going to stay away altogether....

But how could I?

These pictures below tell a story of several lifetimes.



Waiting for Mikey at the airport, a day late because his flight was
delayed. We were all so excited. You girls ran up to greet him first.
There you are, now looking at you...so skinny. Your face already looking
so gaunt. :,( Why didn't I notice earlier? How didn't I notice? Because
we were so excited for my mom and Mike to reunite?...

The moment we all waited for. The moment that was years and years
in the making. Very long, suffering years...

The smile on my mom's face....I thought then it was priceless. That all
the heartache of getting to that point had been worth it. That's what I thought. :(
 

Little did we know my beautiful girl.

I wish we did.

I'm sorry we didn't.

I'm so sorry my beautiful mouse.

I will be sorry for the rest of my days.

My heart will never forgive or forget.

I should of known.

I wish know I could take it back. I wish I could take it all back...