If only

My dear baby girl,

We have talked, prayed, cried, & smiled about you & to you so much in the last few days, you would think there would be nothing left to say. But there is. There always is...

I wish I had the energy to tonight. But today was a long day back to work after a long emotional week. All I can say now, is that somehow we made it. Somehow we survived...

We love and miss you so much.

Tomorrow Grandma & Pop Pop will be driving down to pick your sisters up & take them to Jersey for a few days. I'll miss them but I'm sure they'll have fun, and daddy & I will be working anyway.

I'll write more tomorrow, when I'll be home alone with my thoughts, no doubt thinking of you.


Can't wait.

If only I had more time.
If only I could go back in time.
If only I could speed up time....

Anything, to get back to you.

Sweet dreams my angel.


Love, mommy