Lessons

My beautiful girl,

This is what I wrote on my FB status yesterday. I meant every word, but we still missed you last night.

I wish for this to New Year to be a calm one, with room to heal.

I love you, so much.

Mommy

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Woke up to the birds chirping outside my window, now the sun is out after 2 weeks of rain. This year was the worst year of my life but it's taught me so many things. What I choose to take from it I want to share with all of you...the ones that have seen me at my worst and lifted me up from the darkest place: I know there is something better waiting for us at the end of this life. We are destined for certain things & we make choices on others. But this isn't it, something more... awaits us...I know this because my baby's given me so many signs & because I can feel her spirit around me, specially today. This is what keeps us going. So just remember that no matter how dark it gets, look for the light...and don't forget to enjoy the sun after the rain. Wishing you all a healthy happy new year. Don't be afraid to love & live passionately...We are just visitors here, passing through. Love you all  <3 <3 <3