Today was so hard. I wasn't able to hold in the sadness I feel. It's been building up these last couple weeks, no matter what I tell myself.
Tomorrow you would of started 7th grade. You would of woken up early with your sisters & gotten ready with a new cute outfit, already laid out the night before. Your hair & nails would of been done. New shoes, new book bag & supplies. You would of been excited to see your friends in school and to see your teachers...
It would of been a new chapter in your life.
I hope that in the place your are in now, you can experience and learn new things. I hope that you are surrounded by friends and loved ones. I hope that you can see how much we love you and know the tears we cry are because we miss you so much. But we will be ok.
Maybe there's even school in heaven. Maybe you'll even be starting 7th grade there. Among other Angels. If you are, I hope you have a great first day. I wish I was there to see you off. I wish I was there to give you a big hug and tell you good luck.
For now, I can tell only you here and in my prayers or by your grave at the gardens, which we did tonight. Have a good first day in Heaven, ok?
We love you so much. If you have time, please look out for your sisters & their first day. <3
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| rainbow cloud |
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| fresh flowers |
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| sunset at the gardens |
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| my wise mouse |
Was thinking of you all. 💜
ReplyDeleteLittle prayer for the new year ahead for all the chicos sis:
ReplyDeleteHeavenly Father, unseen companion of our life,
give us faith and eager expectancy
as we begin this fresh stage of our journey.
Take from us all fear of the unknown
and teach us to wrest treasures from the darkness.
As the days come and go,
may we find that each one is laden
with many opportunities and enriching experiences;
And when this year is ended
May our best hopes be more than ever fulfilled.
Amen.
Amen 💜 thank u sis
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