My sweet girl,

Just because I don't get to write to you everyday, doesn't mean I don't think about you everyday. Even in the busiest of days, in the most random moments, you are on my mind.

Last night Sissy & I went to see Metallica at the M & T stadium. Just as it started to get dark I looked up in the sky & hovering clouds above the stadium. My mind went to you & like always, I said hi.

I can't wait to tell you more about it. Working this new early shift has me going to sleep early too, where before I would stay up late to write.

I miss you my little girl. So much. More & more each day.

Like I tell you at the gardens:

We are living each day as it comes, to the best of our ability. Trying to be better people & live a good life. The only thing I ask of Him is for strength each day & to take care of you until I see you again.

That is my prayer tonight too, before I go to bed.

I love you my beautiful girl.

For all eternity.
Your mommy <3

Goodnight