Memory

Mouse,

Was sitting here watching a movie eating Pistachio's thinking of you....

How you & your sisters would love them, but specially you. You would always beg me to get them & I would even though they were so expensive.

You used to love hard shelled peanuts & even the ones that came in the glass bottle- you & Daddy would go to town on those until we outlawed all peanut products after the incident with Bella.

So we moved to Pistachio's & Almonds- both had to be salted of course.

It took me so long to throw out that can of Almonds in the pantry that belonged to you, after we came back from Bolivia. :(

That is grief.

I remember I took a picture of it so I wouldn't forget....

Yesterday, I was shopping alone & had a coupon for the P's. I pictured you beside me walking along & grabbing the bag pleading with those brown puppy dog eyes. So I bought it.

You are always on our mind my sweet girl.

Forever in our hearts. <3

I love you.

Goodnight,
Mommy