Wednesday, April 25, 2018

Random Acts 2

My beautiful girl,

Our laptop has decided not to work, so I’m going to try to use my phone to write this letter. They don’t make it easy to share pictures here when you’re using your phone but I’m going to try.

I wanted to share a few more random acts of kindness that were shared with me through Twitter and Facebook, some special messages and a special surprise we got in the mail.
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sweet carly <3


Got this in the mail from Auntie and the boys. It
has your name carved right above the wings and a
special message above that: “I will hold you in my
heart until I hold you in heaven.”<3 <3 <3

It came with flower seeds <3
Auntie’s gift is so beautiful my mouse. :)

It warmed up my heart so much. And instantly I was reminded of a message I got from Aunt Loni a few weeks ago. She said she had a message from you...

I had to share it with Auntie:

 
When I spoke to the medium last year over the phone- she also mentioned chimes. But I had forgotten about it until Loni's message.
 
But I was still confused both times because I don't have any and I don't recall any chimes that stuck out in my head...
 
Then this gift from Auntie...and seeds to start your "fairy garden." Auntie said the designer did that on her own, Auntie never mentioned or ordered them. And I had never mentioned the chimes to Auntie...
 
We both agreed how amazing it was & couldn't help thinking that it was a sign for both of us. :) <3
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I heard from Dom & Anthony's moms of course. <3
 
And Isabelle's mom too. <3
 
She said that Isabelle wore your bracelet & dressed up for you, how she still has pictures of you together in her room and how you will always be her "true best friend". :)
 
Oh my mouse, all these little things....are such big things.
 
They make us feel- not so alone. That fact that you were so loved & they don't forget. 
 
That is always my fear & my sadness.
 
I know how silly it is to think that. How could it be possible since you had such an impact on everyone's life? Not just us.
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And we continue to try & spread the word baby girl.
 
There were messages spread through Twitter and others on FB that shared our message, for Type One awareness. We got several messages from complete strangers thanking us for spreading the message and how we inspire them to keep advocating. There were a couple of doctors too...it is so uplifting. It makes me feel like I'm doing something right...
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At the beach, we left your kindness rocks in several places.
 
 
 
 
I also did another raok and paid for this lady's ice cream, she was so thankful. When I gave her your card and flyer, she asked "What is this for?" asking about why were doing it...
 
I explained to her it was your anniversary and about Type One Diabetes. She was reading the flyer too. She smiled at all of us and thanked us again.
 
She seemed young but old enough to possibly have kids.
 
I hope that she remembers. If we can even save one life....
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I love and miss you baby girl.
 
There is more to share. But this will do for now....
 
I would say we survived another anniversary, but we are still having a hard time. Sissy and Bella...
 
I know you know.
 
It's been a hard week. It's a hard life.
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Sweet dreams my angel.
 
I love you all the way up to Heaven, and back.
 
Mommy <3
 
 

 

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