Random Acts 3

My little girl,

I miss you...

<3 So cool baby girl. <3

 

 



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A beautiful post from your Bella~

She's so smart & wise- beyond her years. It hurts me
to know the reasons why, but at the same time we
can learn from her beautiful words. <3 It really
warmed my heart to see this.

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These weeks before, between and after your anniversary, your birthday and Mother's Day are hard baby girl. I can't pretend. Although we've been busy, even with everything that I've shared from your kindness acts....

But they definitely keep me from drowning, at least help me float in between the waves & tides.
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Now my thoughts go to your birthday coming up.

Wondering what you'd be asking me for this year. Where you would want to celebrate, with which friends...some of whom I could guess, but would you of met new ones?

I know by now, we'd have it all planned out. You'd be so excited.
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So much is going on my mouse.

I'm going to be helping Papi & Ayde with the kids for the next 2 weeks as they make their journey back to Ayde's hometown, to take care of some very important things. We're all wishing them luck. It's going to be a challenge, but hopefully everything goes smoothly- over there and over here.

I'm going to try my best. At least it will keep me busy. I know they would do it for me, they've helped us out so many times...

And we're going to celebrate your birthday with Auntie & the kids. It will give me something to look forward to. I don't want to be sad on this day.

I want to celebrate you, my beautiful angel, just like we would always do. <3
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I love you so much.

Sending you so many kisses up to heaven.

Goodnight my sweet girl.

Love,
Mommy