Tonight is one of the coldest of this winter so far. The fierce winds are howling so violently that one of our window shutters flew away. This is the part of winter I hate.
It actually snowed on my birthday my mouse. Not much, just some showers. But it’s been a while since that’s happened. I didn’t end up doing much this year, but did enjoy two birthday dinners- the day before with Daddy & your sisters, on his day off & then the day of with your sisters.
Of course I went to the gardens to visit, my angel. I had to go alone, to change your flowers & speak to you out loud. To close my eyes & feel your warm strong bear hugs. <3
God how I miss you Hailey.
I really do. Time & time again we talk about you my sweet girl. We did a little shopping over the weekend for Bella’s bday coming up, because she’s tired of sissy’s hand-me-downs...
We both talked about how you’d be begging me to get you stuff, even though it was Bella’s birthday. She said you’d both be be arguing...
Memories. Wishes. Dreams. Smile & tears.
We miss you.
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I can’t believe Bella will be officially a teenager in a few days babygirl. She’s growing so tall & thinning out. The day Sissy did her makeup she looked so grown! I’m not ready yet. Thankfully she didn’t like the feel of it & washed it off right away- said it felt like an extra layer of skin. :)
I pray for strength & guidance babygirl. For myself, for your sisters, for Daddy & the rest of the family. For my mom. This year has come in roaring like a lion. We all need it.
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I love you so much babygirl.
I miss seeing you in my dreams. If you get a chance, please visit. Ok?
I’m sending kisses. Millions of them, blowing them into the cold night air so even if they freeze, at least one can reach you. Know that it’s from your mommy who loves you so...
With all my heart.
Forever & ever. <3
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