Here are just a few letters written in your guest book during your service. We had a memory box, guest book, & guests were able to write you a note, attached to a balloon which we released at home later that night. The ones the kids wrote were so sweet & straight from the heart. I hope you got to read them.
~The first batch~
Tomorrow is Mother's Day. Don't know if I'll be able to write you. It's been such a tough week. The first week alone for me, then you're birthday, now Mother's Day. I made it to today baby. It's really all I can say. I know it may not seem like much, but if you've been watching, you know it actually is. I'm trying very hard..
I love you so much. I remember all the Mother's Days which you girls made so special. I'll never forget..I know Daddy & your sisters will try and make tomorrow special too. I'm glad he's off. If you can, please try and find your way next to me. At least for a little while...
Love & kisses,
Missing you every day.
Forever your Mommy
P.S. Still have more to share.
Love you sis. I think of you every day. Praying and wishing that love and healing surround you all and fill your hearts. I know that you are in caring hands today-your girls and Rick will fill your heart up.
ReplyDeleteMy Mother's Day wish is that you find some peace today. That you are celebrated for the mom you've always been-generous, nurturing, loving, hard working and very much appreciated and loved by all that know you.
ReplyDeletePut your hand over your heart for a moment... Feel each beat, strong and steady over and over again. She is a part of every beat. She is a part of each of you. God knew you still need her, and so there are traces of her in you and Rick and Kayla and Bella. And that will never change. I pray everyday that she can visit you in your dreams. I Know it would be nice to see her again. But when you're missing her, feel your heartbeat for a moment, or the warmth of a hug from her dad and sisters- she'll always be there.
ReplyDeleteJust wanted to let you know that I read your blog on a daily basis...sometimes with great sadness in my heart and tears for you prima! There are no words, and I mean that from the bottom of my heart, no words that I or anybody can say it express to take the pain away! Some days I can imagine are more bearable then others, but never ever will Haily be forgotten. Being Bolivia was the easy part, being back to a home that is completely surrounded with every single memory that Hailey can give you, but those are the memories and flashbacks she is giving you from heaven to let you know she is well, she is pretty in pink!!! Love you prima....remember grieving is a good thing BUT keep in mind what would Hailey want you to do? she would like to hear you laughing, see you smiling and playing make up with her sisters....her memory will always be with us, la familia! I am sorry I was not able to be with you at this time of mourning and grieving but please know I think of you everyday!!!
ReplyDeletelagrimas y mas lagrimas pero todo nuestros amor pesamientos en ti mi querida Vanessa
ReplyDeleteThank you...I love you all. It would be so much worse if I had to through this all alone. 💜💜💜
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