Blessed

My sweet girl,

This weekend could of only been more perfect if you were here with us physically & even though I know in my heart you are with us in spirit, it still stings.

I'm left wondering how one heart could hold so much happiness & heart ache all at once.

There's so much to tell baby girl.

But the lack of sleep these last few days, has caught up to me. The stress, anxiousness, excitement & nervousness (your mom is a perfectionist as you know) has finally worn off & I'm feeling tired...but I'm left with a heart fuller than it's been in a long time.

All in all, we had a wonderful time & Papi's surprise party was a success. :)

I can't help but feel that you & God had something to do with that, because I feel really blessed. Blessed that we are still able to make memories. Blessed that our family was together again. Blessed that we were able to celebrate my Dad.

Just feeling blessed & thankful baby girl.

But like always, we miss you. And we love you so much.

I know that all that I'm feeling tonight will last me a while. I will grasp on to it as long as I can. Another memory to last until the end of my days.

Until I see you again.

My beautiful girl.
Sweet dreams,
Forever & ever,
Your mommy <3